2011

The best yellow is the one that tells me the time...
Thank you <3

Home is...

...Where the heart is :)

Can't You Hear Me...?

Where are those happy days, they seem so hard to find
I tried to reach for you, but you have closed your mind
Whatever happened to our love? I wish I understood
It used to be so nice, it used to be so good

So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me
S.O.S.
The love you gave me, nothing else can save me
S.O.S.
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try how can I carry on?

You seem so far away though you are standing near
You made me feel alive but something died I fear
I really tried to make it out, I wish I understood
What happened to our love, it used to be so good

So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me
S.O.S.
The love you gave me nothing else can save me
S.O.S.
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try how can I carry on?

<3

I Must Admit...

I am sick. I need to rebuild. Ignorance pushed my head to the depths of trouble and did a great job keeping it there.

I am the living proof of what would become of a man who succumbs to fear, to inferiority complex and to his own immaturity.

And a heart I broke... How stupid was I and how could this have happened? I don't know but I'm gonna find out.

For the first time ever I'm going to see a psychiatrist in my life. I'm not experienced in this field but this is the field that kept me inexperienced throughout my whole life. So if I am to be a healthy person, I've got to conquer that very field first.

Long story short, I have a wasted life in one hand and a heart I've broken to pieces in the other, I'm going to bring those hands together, I'm going to heal as I'm going to cure, memories will always be there but not as back-lashing monsters or skeletons in a closet but as the novelties of a war long fought and eventually lost.

Now it's a new dawn and the night was darkest just before. I'm going to let the sun in and kick the fear, the lies and all that's swept under the carpet out, cause I'm worth it, cause she's worth it.

Like all the good stories this is about a girl and the boy who needs to rebuild himself from the debris that he is so that he can deserve what he has lost.

I failed to stand up for myself, now I'm willing to stand up tall for two.

I have faith so I will prevail.

Rain, Sun & Audio

1st of September was a rainy greeting, hopefully washed all the burden and pain of the past summer, ahead shines a cloud dimmed sun rays of hope are nice to view behind the shades.

Today was rather sunny, and a good album just arrived.

Stone Sour's brand new effort, Audio Secrecy is their third LP, has the SS essence yet with brand new rock, grunge and bluesy twists that'll surprise you, let you sink deeper with the melodies and cherish every song.

You Know the Way Out!

Yeah dear August, this is ur last day on the calendar, please leave when ur time's up.
U won't be missed.

Go Somewhere Else For a Feel Good Song

This one is a Feel Transparent Song

Alone by Ben Harper